Mrs Yap---WangYan-----pick up my love

 recently, i am very happy and my excitation is out of control. i have not sleep about 4 night just for seeing my favorite cartoon, can you imagine how surprise i was when i found a web where i can see the serious movie that i have seen about 8 or 9 years!! when i came to Singapore i found i cannot go to baidu or tudoo web to see video, because the movies that in those webs can only be got in china. there are not open to foreign users. it means i have to give up my favorite cartoon,and say good bye to it for about 10 years or longer.so when i see the cartoon again recently i cannot control myself and watch it again and again.
  sometimes, we never found how cherish we own until one day it disappear in our life. we people never learn how to cherish what we have owned until one day it appear again.the things have not brain,they won't go away. however, the people will not stay at the same position to wait for us.the moment we give up them, they will choose a road where we don't belong. when we want to come back to find those people who we want to cherish again, we will found the emotional gap has already been built between each other,and it is too difficult to jump over it. it is just like we can see and touch colors in papers. however,we can not touch the rainbow even though it is in front of us.
   someone we lost is lost actually,if we cannot go back to their world, it is better for us to choose to let it go. because we have to know there are other people who are waiting for us to love and cherish,so we won't feel to miserable and that is a reason for us not to loose more.
     after several years,when we go back to pick up some memory, we may found the thing are still in there. at the same time, the people have already gone away. fortunately, many new people exist in their life and so do we..........