Happy birthday.

Recently, we, high school classmates reposted a status about : Happy Birthday LXY, you belong to our big family forever. I did not know her birthday, but I miss her every day.

She was (When I wrote ' was ' I did feel sad.) my classmate in high school. I knew her for since I was in primary six. She was a very hard-working student and did excellent in the school. In my school, we all knew her because she was the top ten students, but this is just how other saw her. From my perspective, she not only did well in academy but also had nice personality. She made friends with everyone in the class and helped others frequently. I remembered that she used her bycircle to load my distributed new books to my home ,which was located in a steep hill. She sweated a lot at that time. I invited her to my home but she said" It was nice to help you, I had to go home now, thank you! " Sometimes, we came back home together and I complained a lot about my life, and she always asked me to become more mature and control my temper better. I remembered her warm smile. 

Actually, we all miss her smile. I shared my best friend with her and in my best friend's opinion, she was just like his mother and cared about him every second. She not only wanted to have a better future, but also helped other on their paths to their dreams. 

She came to Singapore at the end of 2010. At that time, I admired her so much. I think here she can learn better. She seemed very busy so I heard her news almost from her best friends in my class.Sometimes, she asked her mother to bring Italy Chocolates for everyone in the class.  She came back to hearten us in the eve of our college entrance examinations. I still remember her figure. She seemed slimmer and more beautiful. She wore a pair of high heels and when she walked, a lot of noise encountered us and our girls always admired her so much that she could wore high heels at that time! 

The last time I saw her was in Labrador Lodge. She came back from China and prepared to move to NTU. I went to see her and talked to her about the time we spend together in the old day. I did not know this was the last chance I could see her, or I would hug her to give her more warmth. 

Two weeks later, somebody said that a girl was gone forever. My high school schoolmates in Singapore told me the bad news and I felt I cannot breathe. I did not know what happen to her but I knew she was unhappy for a long time. 

I heard from other students who did not know her that this kind of behavior did harm to her family. It was so irrational. I found when this kind of thing encountered us, we always blame the one who actually suffered most.

I wrote this article in order to tell my dear friends that she was a kind, sunny and hard working girl. Since she went to the heaven with countless freedom, we should pray for her that she can live a peaceful and happy life from now on. Besides, I think I should reflect on this case that if we all remember her when she still stay with us, and give her more warmth, will this case never happen?

In conclusion, I think we need to care more about others. Some people are not good at express themselves but they felt lonely and painful. If we try to communicate with them, maybe there is no more pain in this world. 

Happy birthday, my friend, when I walked to Labrador Lodge from MRT, I knew one of the twinkle star in the blue night sky must be you, who cares us and blesses all of us !