Monday, 27 February 2012

Mis Yap Choo Swi Neo--WangYan--Forgiveness

      Today our tutor Zhangqizhong ask how we feel about our last weekends .And some classmates said they feel great and amazed ,but for me it is the worst weekend i have ever had .I had bought many food in Fairprice ,and i put all them in fridge that is on the third floor in hostel .Many girls bought food in fair price so we use the same plastic to pack our food .in order to distinguish from others' ,i had knotted  all my four bags together .on last saturday night ,i found all my bags had been undid .i thought there might someone can not find their own things so they took up my own.But truth was not like that .After a long and dark night ,on the sunday morning i found my six bottles of milk left only four,and another two were disappeared ! It was so surprise to me.And i went up to my room and wrote a jotter if someone  had taken wrong  food from  mine  .worse still,at night i went to take  mango in fridge,and i found the paper had been taken away.I feel very angry.There was some time that i wanted to take others 'food in the same fridge ,but finally i gave up this evil desire . I have been reading a book called 'Our Daily Bread 'now ,it told something from our virgin heart.Everyone will do wrong things and we all wish and desire others' forgiveness .If i insist on my initial idea to take food from others , i might well feel some balanced .But the same angry and unhappy feeling will convey to others. And  this terrible feeling will also cause them to do the same wrong thing like what i do in them.Then it is an evil circuit .But everything can be changed due to my deed. So i chose to forgive other's faults, not only in this little thing that happened on last weekend ,but also the faults in the past and that may happen in the future . Food is our necessities,but more for our spirits."Since we all need forgiveness ,we should always be forgiving" ,

2 comments:

  1. That is truly the worst week for you!

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  2. I know how you felt. Yes, in community living, this can be expected. You can list the food you had and put the list on the fridge door and say that you felt angry and at the same time sad, the person who took them must need the food MORE than you did, and you forgive her. Put your name.

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